Thursday, April 12, 2012

her call


call or complaint ?

Kismat walon ko milta hai
pyaar ke badle pyaar.
Humko phoolon ke badle
Katton ka haar.

Maine ek devta ko man me basake 
sapno ka mahal sajaya tha,
tukrake jindagi ke sukh sare
apna jisko banaya tha
usne hi mere dil ko toda hai taar !

har ek insaan ki taqdeer ka jeevan se
naatha tho hai bada hi kareeb ka.
mil jayen jo kisiko achcha jeevan saathi
khel me jeevan nasseb ka.
kisko sunna hai apna dil ka ye pukhar ?

*****

Saturday, March 31, 2012

six commandments

  
Cool, oh my heart! Cool!
The commandments of God are six.
Humans to understand and live together,
The commandments of God are six.

Sure peace in their heart,
For those with words and action are same.
Pain in pleasure and pleasure in pain
It is God’s will in the life game.
Better than words, action is golden;
Pleasure in the middle of pain is silken.
For those with these two commandments,
All happiness blooms in their heart.

When good deeds are with truth,
The world’s love for you is in growth.
Even in high status if your politeness remains,
Respect from others flows.
Love is the truth.
 Politeness is a character.
For those following these four commandments,
Happiness showers like rain without demand.
Cool, oh my heart! Cool!

One with lust, anger and greed,
He is a beast with speech.
One with love, gratitude and mercy,
He is a divinely human.
Of these,
Beast is one with venomous heart;
And one with the heart of a child is divine.
 Pure heart following all these six commandments
Is the temple where God dwells! 
Cool, oh my heart! Cool!

*****

Monday, March 26, 2012

Daffodils

I wander'd lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the Milky Way,
They stretch'd in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed -- and gazed -- but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.
By William Wordsworth (1770-1850).
*****


The principle daffodil garden taught is one of the greatest principle of celebration: learning to move toward our goals and desires one step at a time -- often just one baby-step at a time -- learning to love the doing, learning to use the accumulation of time.

When we multiply tiny pieces of time with small increments of daily effort, we too will find we can accomplish magnificent things. We can change the world

Use of the Daffodil Principle.
Stop waiting…
Until your car or home loan is paid off
Until you get a new car or home
Until your kids leave the house
Until you go back to school
Until you finish school
Until you clean the house
Until you organize the garage
Until you clean off your desk
Until you lose 10 lbs.
Until you gain 10 lbs.
Until you get married
Until you get a divorce
Until you have kids
Until the kids go to school
Until you retire
Until summer
Until spring
Until winter
Until fall
Until you die…
There is no better time than right now to be happy.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
*****

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

janani - II

janani
4

Sunday. 10 am.
Mohan came to our home with his parents.
We were in the Sunday mood and were relaxing.
My parents, janani and her mother were discussing  
something with me.
Sudden arrival of the guests and we got up and invited them.

Mohan, we already know him as janani’s friend and class mate.
He visited our home many times in connection with their
studies and matters relating to their job.
Mohan was a top executive in a reputed firm.
Mohan’s father was a secretary in Tamilnadu govt.
Good people from good family.

Lakshmiamma served tea and snacks.
Mohan’s father clarified the purpose of their visit is
to ask janani as alliance for Mohan.
Immediately it struck to all that they are good match
Suitable for each other. But ….,

We saw Lakshmiamma’s face. She approved
by nodding her head. My father told,
“We approve this alliance but we have to consult
our other people, give us some time and we will inform you shortly.”
They happily agreed and went away.

The happiness on janani’s face revealed that they liked
each other and were in love. But she showed some
reluctance by telling,
“What is the hurry for my marriage ?
First let my sister-in-law come to the house.”
She was referring to my marriage! A fun?!

I told her,
“please don’t worry about your sister-in-law coming to the
house, it appears that Mohan will not wait so long.”
Important point was the details of Lakshmiamma
and that of janani’s father, about which
none of us worried so far. But we have to tell the truth
to the bridegroom’s family. Lakshmiamma also agreed.
She dialed some telephone no. and the dialogue
was very emotional.

5

Next day evening when I returned home from the
office, lengthy fleet of 5, 6 vehicles were standing
in front of my house. Inside the house, gathering of
About 30 people in all age groups.
My father showed me the central figure and informed
that he is janani’s father, Srinivasan.

Yes, I know this man. Wealthy landlord with political
background and support from all parties in Tamil nadu.
He hails from Thanjavur. Lakshmiamma was also
sitting there with Royal look and in fine Kancheepuram silk
and precious jewellery. Janani standing there like
 a fearing deer just hiding behind my parents.

Mohan’s parents were also invited for this special
occasion purposefully. They understood the reality
that Janani’s mother due to political rivalry and fear
of their beloved daughter’s life had to fled away
from their native and take safe refuge in our house.
Everything was Ok

But Royal Lakshmiamma serving in our house.
We felt very sad and sorry about this.
But she smilingly thanked us profusely and told
‘even in our care janani would not have achieved such
height in her life. Please don’t carry any conviction,
and janani is your child.’ Janani’s father has also
approved this happily. A good and god-fearing man
loved and respected by all his people.

The emotional scene created a special feeling
in Mohan’s parents and there was nothing except
to say yes to the wedding of Mohan and Janani shortly.

6 

Grand marriage.
Happy couple.
Having a cute son now six months old
Jewel of the House.
My companion and playmate !
Do you know what is his name ?
jayaram.

Janani, employed also the only heir of her father’s
huge wealth, is the head of a trust
running colleges, schools, hospitals
and home for orphans and destitute women.

My loving sister without umbilical connection and blood relation,
Janani.

*****

Sunday, February 19, 2012

janani-I


Janani

1
Depression in Bay of Bengal.
Widespread monsoon Rains  in Tamil Nadu.
Chennai. Very heavy rains. Continuous downpour. Flooding.
Water  ~~~~~~water  ~~~~~~~ everywhere.
Flood water entering the houses in low lying areas,
people were sheltered in Schools,
Temples and other public places.
NGOs and the Government Agencies giving
Food packets to them.
Even after 15 days, no signs of the rain stopping.

Along with flood waters all creatures,
reptiles, poisonous snakes, python
entering their homes, the people had no other alternative
except to seek asylum in public places.
With large thermocol packaging material,
Make-shift boats were made to shift
Their valuables, children, aged and sick.

It was nearing mid-night.
I was preparing for my School final Exam.
It was a sincere attempt for top scoring.
Just then, I heard the knocking of the gate.
Who is that at this odd hour and in this heavy rains?
Father has also not gone out due to the flooding enroute.
Again the knocking. Hearing the knock my mother came out.
Switched on the lights. I joined her
. Along with an umbrella we went to the gate and opened.
A middle aged lady with a girl of the age,
may be 8 or 9 years old were standing
I invited the lady “ it is raining very heavily. Please come inside.”

My mother also invited them to come inside the house.
But the lady told, “no madam we will stay outside.
After the rain stopping, We will go”
Their clothes and the bag they were carrying all wet.
“No, no, you can not stay out.
Please come inside” my mother insisted.

Hesitatingly they entered the house.
“We were staying in the nearby Amman temple.
The water entered there also. So we came here.
Pardon us, very sorry we have given you lot of trouble
in middle of the night”, the lady told,
may be short introduction.
My mother went inside and brought a towel and some clothes,
“Go to the bath room Clean yourself and wear these clothes.”

When they returned my mother served them with hot iddlies
“eat well, don’t feel shy” After finishing the food they were provided
with mat and pillows, and my mother told “sleep well without any worry.
We will see in the morning”


Early morning when I woke up, I saw them in their old clothes
and were ready to leave the house with their belongings, that single bag.
My mother was standing in front of them,
“what? have you started to leave? But the rain has not stopped.
Where you have to go? How will you Go?”
The lady told, “We don’t know where to go, Any household work,
If I can get, I can stay in that house with the girl.
If you know anybody, please tell me madam.”
Just then I saw the girl, small girl, innocent eyes, looking down always with
Typical shy. My mother called her near and asked her,
“What is your name?”
“Janani”



2
thank god, you heard my prayers
and stopped the rains
not hearing properly, my mother asked the girl's name again
" what name you told ?"
" Janani "
pronounced her name with much more shy.
The hardship and poverty make the people to feel shy about themselves,
than the situation and condition, ruining their self-confidence
By then my father has also joined called the girl near,
“Janani, Very good name! Which class you are studying?”She looked down.
But her mother replied, “She was studying in Fifth class”

Janani was obliquely looking all including me.
I don’t know what made me to go to my mother and tell her,
“We will keep them with us”
My father then asked, “What jai is telling?”
“He wants us to keep them with us” my mother revealed.
“What then? if it is Ok for you, keep them with you”,
immediate consent from my father.
“Ok Amma, if you like, you can stay here itself
with your daughter, Janani.”
“Very happy, thank you, madam”
“ How are we to call you? What is your name?”
my mother enquired the lady.
“My name is Lakshmi”


Lakshmiamma with her clean look, conspicuous 
sindhoor thilak on her forehead
and her saree fully covering her body, gave the
impression, no doubt, she hails from good and
respectable family from south Tamil Nadu.
No more questions we asked her till to-day
even after 15 years, who is she,
from where she has come from?

The relationship between us started establishing.
she called my father Anna (brother)
and my mother Anni (sister-in-law).
And for me she was aunty

But, Janani though initially shy and hesitant,
soon developed quick intimacy with all.
She adopted my parents as her own by calling them
Appa and Amma, father and mother respectively.
My parents were also happy with this new relationship.
Possibly, they were longing for a daughter all along.

Janani, with her legs on my mother, 
and her calm sleep used to
evoke a mixed feelings in me.
But, I was happy as her loving brother, Anna.

In her new silk dress and half-saree purchased by my mother,
she appeared like a butterfly, happily running inside
the house and flying in the garden outside.
Also my mother arranged for her admission in the school.
She in a short time picked up her studies
and stood first in the prestigious school.

From there no looking back.
She grew and the family grew in prosperity and happiness.
With her walk, talk, smile and service, she won the heart of everybody.
She was very happy and made us all happy.
she was the darling of the house.
Everything was now identified with reference to Janani.
Janani’s house, Janani’s father,
janani’s mother and me as Janani’s brother.
She ruled the home with every activity.

But shortly, I left my home to Coimbatore for my studies.
Completed the course but returned home
with the wounds on body and mind in an accident.
It is Janani’s total dedication and care,
I recovered to normalcy in three months.
During the period, I rarely seen her sleeping.
Whenever I woke up from sleep,
She was readily there to ask me, “Anna, what do you want ?”
In my absence Janani took care of my parents
and her mother without any shortcomings.
I joined the Scientific Service,
serving the Institution at various places.

When Janani was to write her School Final Exams,
she was afflicted with chicken pox - reddish patches all over her body,
high fever with dark red eyes. All were worrying whether she has to miss the Exam.
With all her high hopes for high scoring, Janani started weeping.
But I used to sit by the side of her neem-leaf bed  read and explain the subjects.
Being a bright girl, she used to grasp very easily.
I took her for the Exams with necessary confidence and courage.
" Anna, is it possible for me to pass the exam ? "
" janani, don't worry, you will score very high marks, you see. "
The results showed that she not only topped the school ranking
but topped the state ranking.
We were all very proud of her achievement.
Why not?

3

Janani succeded in getting admission in IIT Madras,
the Institution very adjacent to our house.
Though she stayed in Hostel, because of her activities
it appeared that our house was an extension of IIT Madras.
She coming home with her friends, studies and discussion,
our house was very busy and buzzing with academic activities.

Janani not only excelled in her studies.
Anything related with home and studies, she learnt with interest.
She was the consultant for my parents.
Cooking, drawing, singing, dancing, sports,
swimming she was heroine in every field.

My mother, she herself being proficient in singing and dancing,
she taught Janani every nuance in the art.
We used sit around and watch their performance.
For the melodious voice of my mother, the dancing of Janani was perfect.
Her movements were like moving blooming Jasmine creeper.
Oh! No more words! enthralling performance!
Appreciation by our long clapping but a gentle satisfactory smile
by her mother sitting at a corner of the house.

Before completion of her course, Janani received many
offers of appointments in various reputed MNC’s and elsewhere.
But she on her own selected an organization
in Tidel Park near the house.
We and the neighbors used to stare with proud,
when the driver of the car salute Janani with respect,
“Good morning, madam”
and drive her to the office carrying her briefcase.
Is it the same girl standing in front of the gate
with shy 15 years back?
yes, hard to believe !

I used to take her help in prototype analysis,
design and development and flight data analysis.
For many of my success and technical achievements,
I should acknowledge janani's help.
She was meticulous in her work and very happy to help me
sitting very late in the night. She was the only person
to understand and support me in every aspect of my life.
she went to US for two years for training and returned
to handle and manage the affairs of the MNC in India proficiently.
talents gifted or acquired?

*****

Monday, February 13, 2012

remembering you

As you know to remember, Oh my heart !
Don’t you know to forget ?
As you know to unite, Oh my soul  !
Don’t you know to separate ?

As you know to be allured, Oh my eyes !
Don’t you know to calmly sleep ?
As you know to blossom, Oh the Love !
Don’t you know to wither ?

As you know to take, Oh my hands !
Don’t you know to return ?
As you know to be sweet, Oh the fruit !
Don’t you know how to be bitter ?

As you know to commence, Oh the book !
Don’t you know to conclude ?
As you know to  pervade, Oh the mist !
Don’t you know to disappear ?

As you know to become angry, Oh the  Moon !
Don’t you know to cool ?
Oh the cool breeze !
Don’t  you know to be separate ?

As you know to separate, Oh God !
Don’t you know to unite ?
As you know to unite, Oh my Love !
Don’t you know to understand me ?

*****

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

birds of paradise


rosy  elegance
floating  jasmine  fragrance
hair  dark  cloud  in  abundance
lengthy  smile  lightning  brilliance

eyes  starry  luminescence
lips  red  cherry  radiance
oozing  nectar  essence
giving  elixir  credence

love  in  opulence
silence  her  eloquence
punctuated  pertinence
 playing  top  pleasance

profile  patience
and  carries  divine  grace
special  gift  by  providence
my  life  book  needs  no  preface
with  yours  it   interlace  and  interface

 her  proximity  and  presence
acquiring  covalence
 activating  prudence
she  is  my  life  science

*****